Motivation Through Next July

Things have changed dramatically since July of last year, and for the better! I have definitely found the person I'm going to marry. I am more confident around others (not in the fake way, but in a very real way). I have settled into the flow of the way of ministry here. And I have let the Lord speak to me in ways I had no idea possible. Everything has changed! And I am so grateful! Going through dark times seems unending. And being in the middle of hard seasons makes you want to give up. BUT, my friend, I implore you to not give up!
I want to encourage you with 2 things, and the first is this...it's okay to feel the way you do. When life seems like a little too much to handle, it is okay to be sad and feel defeated. It's okay to want to throw in the towel on a dream. It's okay to ask God WHY. And it's okay to vent to your friends and family. Those feelings are very validated and those initial thoughts are probably justified! 

But... the second thing I want encourage you with is... do not stay there! Feel those feelings, yes! But do not stay in them. Do something that brings you joy when you're feeling sad and defeated. Work harder and wipe your sweat with the towel you wanted to throw in on your dream. Be willing to accept the answer or silence from the creator and sustainer of your life (God). Listen with a grain of salt to your friends and family, most of them have your best interest at heart! Pick up one foot after the other and persevere. Personally, I have a hard time with this lesson, but I have never regretted persevering through a trail I've had. 
So, if you're in a season, know that it is just a season. Know that God has you and be encouraged to keep going.